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I would like to say my trip home was lovely, and given the circumstances, it was - that is, I was able to feel that I'd said some constructive things, and I was able to leave feeling that everything is going to be all right (more or less, anyway). I also didn't mind being everyone's emotional prop, since there's not a lot else I can do to help.
But now I'm back in Queens and horribly sick, which is
a) annoying because I've already had loads of time off school this month
b) uncomfortable - I hate being feverish, and I'm running out of tissues
c) frustrating because I need to be doing calligraphy, but I cannot calligraph when my hand is shaking uncontrollably
d) scary, because I have deadlines for calligraphy, which were tight before and are tighter now
e) going to be lonely because W is going off on a rabbis' weekend, and I'm in no state to go with him, so I'll be all alonesome until Sunday, and will have to drag myself to the supermarket since he can't do the shopping from Dallas
f) Yet more proof that I'm actually a boy.
But now I'm back in Queens and horribly sick, which is
a) annoying because I've already had loads of time off school this month
b) uncomfortable - I hate being feverish, and I'm running out of tissues
c) frustrating because I need to be doing calligraphy, but I cannot calligraph when my hand is shaking uncontrollably
d) scary, because I have deadlines for calligraphy, which were tight before and are tighter now
e) going to be lonely because W is going off on a rabbis' weekend, and I'm in no state to go with him, so I'll be all alonesome until Sunday, and will have to drag myself to the supermarket since he can't do the shopping from Dallas
f) Yet more proof that I'm actually a boy.